So I read this thing today about how gossip is healthy. I can understand that it's healthy in the sense that, you need to talk shit before it eats you up inside. I think, it's just an excuse for people with an itch trigger finger for their gossip gun, but I can't completely disagree.
I've never been one to talk shit about anyone, until recently. It was a planned decision to start talking shit. Working in the service industry, I thought it was a way up – a career in the works. But time has a way of handing you back your own ass – as it did with me.
Lately, I've been sitting at bars, talking shit about other people. I started firing off noise about this person and that person until word got back to a bartender that I was talking shit about. I didn't know until he told me he had overheard me. So it worked.
I went on further, and started talking shit about another bartender, that I used to work with. I even turned it up a notch and associated him with Aryan racism from the area. Some of his friends got pissed and confronted with me on it.
Good!
Now, my slates' never looked so clean.
Not that long ago, someone was talking about how they had been gossiping at some bar about some other people and she was confronted with it, as I was. She was embarrassed and intimidated, so she doesn't go there anymore, but I told her that if she's gonna 'talk shit' about other people than she needs to do it on purpose and make it part of the plan. I have very little concern over my reputation at this point. I hadn't and still haven't burned enough bridges yet. I felt, and still feel that I should light up some more.
I encourage this kind of slander. To the people that deserve it – for the people you personally know.
Outside of that, you're on your own.
That is straight and to the point about how I feel about shit talking because, I see what's going on out there! It's superficial people taking things too seriously. It's a lot of people who forget to acknowledge other people in their quest through life. They don't see the shit in front of them, and they truly can't enjoy laughter or really think twice about things. They hate to think, but they love to know.
They are impulsive and they're dumb.
But, this isn't my view about everyone. Just the elite few – that have gone through the test and have come out as complete failures. Red marks all the way across. I can't just forgive everyone. I settle on a reasonable understanding that you can't forgive everyone, but to make sure that both of me and them are clear about the same thing. Which we are.
I've defaced the walls of Facebook with this shit - making some eyes to bleed and a few ears bleed out in public. They can go fuck themselves. I just needed to put that out there for everyone to see, which is my way of letting all of it go, and leave it out there to them to see. FIRE IT UP!