I'm too angry to be funny. I know I have to pull back a lot because yelling into a microphone can't just be about me, I have to give and that makes me angrier.
How am I going to pull this off for my set at the end of the week? The fact is that it doesn't matter how I do it, the fact that I'll get up there to try is all I can do. So I'll be that guy who doesn't give a shit.
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But even Bill Hicks gave a shit. He worked his craft before he got up there. Where am I at with this?
I hate that I have to try because today was one big clusterfuck of nothing. That's why I'm writing this now, trying to dodge the distractions and the obstacles and get something the-fuck done!